Diary aug3109

Monday, Aug 31, 2009
05:23 am

First time in my life that I had this sense of direction. I now know what I want in life. I plan the things that I needed to do. I think of how I will earn money. And I disregard the thought of having a boyfriend. It’s a first time, and it feels good. Though I don’t sleep thinking ahead the things that needs to be done, it’s ok. Though my skin starts to look bad and pimps started to explode, it’s ok. First time in my life that I felt responsibility. And it feels so good. I’ve got a bunch of school projects and exams, I just applied for a job in a fast food, I’m creating this blog hopefully will earn a little money from it, I’m interested in selling through online some health and beauty products. I feel that there’s a lot to do. And it gives me a certain excitement and challenge. And I see hope that tomorrow everything will be ok and will turn out a success. Hopefully, in God’s will, it will!

07:11 am
My gulay! Am I the only person who doesn’t know na it’s holidau today?! I didn’t sleep working on some things and I’m planning pa naman to go to school early only to found out that walang pasok today. I ate my breakfast, drink my coffee na, I already taken a bath and ready to wear my unifrorm na sana. Good thing my mom told me, kasi kung hindi, muka akong tanga. Well, at first I asked mom if sigurado sya, coz last time she’d told me na bulacan day daw which is hindi naman pala kaya absent tuloy ako. Kaya I opened my room’s window, to wait kung may dadaang nakauniform. My gulay na naman, the first thing na nakita ko when I fold the curtains.. An old man peeing! I was shocked and disgusted that I hurridly pulled back the curtain. Hoo, what an ‘eew thing’ to start my day. After a moment, I was relieved seeing that the old man disappeared na. Waiting for someone to passed by wearing a school uniform, I saw one girl with her pajamas and another one with shorts naman. Anyways, that won’t do, no reply from my classmates. So, I went downstairs and get my older bro’s phone to google if it is really holiday today. Unluckily, I can’t get connected, maybe network problems or something. So, yeah, why don’t I just open the tv? The first thing the screen pops out is a horoscope about Scorpio (I’m a scorpio..). It fortells about business, I guess, about signing a contract, to be careful to read the terms and conditions before deciding to sign it. Hmm, does it tell me to be careful in joining the network company or the blogsite where I can earn money daw? I wonder.. I turned off the tv and went to my room na lang and eto ako now typing. Although it’s holiday at wala pa kong tulog, aalis pa rin ako to publish my blogs. Yey! Happy morning everyone!